In loving memory of SSH Animae Q2 2012-Nonember 3, 2015
video links here
The Death of SSH Animae
11/3/15 early in the morning, noticed that SSH Animae was not on the website
same day thought she was getting the much needed update on her page because there were mistakes on it. Not to mention I had the feeling of death in my bones.
11/4/15 still no site of SSH Animae’s page on website. I am really thinking death now.
11/4/15 9:38 AM messaged SynDaver Labs right before I left for work. I said in the message “What has happened to SSH Animae? Animae is not on the website anymore.” Turns out I miss the bus to work. My girl is more important than getting to work on time thankfully work is in walking distance from my house.
11/4/15 10:00 AM brave checking the emaill… I see that Stacey has written to me💀😒. Stacey replies to me and said “In reference to your inquiry, the “animae” model has been discontinued.” fyi she said the words that make any iDollator mad referring to our synthetik loves as ‘the, or it’. Called my mom.
11/4/15 10:15 AM clock into work and stayed for 45 minutes. told my supervisor that I had a family crisis to deal with. Supervisor understood me and I told her about the death… Make that deaths now. I am completely in shock.
11/4/15 1:04 PM wrote this to Stacey after SSH Animae’s death was confirmed
I write Dear Stacey,
I know that you and your company do not understand me, but I really want to know exactly what happened to SSH Animae. I am very sad because I really have/ had an interest in SSH Animae. Also I do understand that we have very different opinions on the use of SynDaver products. SSH Animae has played a very important role in my life.
Sincerely yours,
A very sad Adam S. Wu
Why did you do this to SSH Animae?!
Ps I do not mean to offend you and your company in any way shape or form.
11/5/15 4:00 AM grief attack could not sleep! Every time I tryed to go back to sleep grief attack!
11/5/15 6:00 fed up with trying to sleep.
1/5/15 felt like crap all day.
11/6/15 9:35 AM crying on the way to work. Still feeling like crap as of then.
thankfully doing much better because of the films I made for her.
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